wow, update so soon!
2/20/2025
Well, I can not believe that I am writing this so soon.
It seems like the two weeks of hell are over. I woke up yesterday and decided that I would try seeing a few clients. And my goodness, thank god I have wonderful clients.
I was so worried that the new meds were gonna make me “cant cum Jennifer” or “dry as the desert Jen” I am happy to report that they have not. Nothing worse than not being able to cum or being in the mood to have sex. My goodness.
And even happier to report that I woke up today feeling hopeful and happy. First time I felt like that in a while.
I mentioned in my previous post that I was going to stop talking about my recovery... and you know, I don’t think that is a good idea, I love talking about things that make us connect… so I will have to find a way to talk about it, but just not mention anything about the anonymity of it all. As I do enjoy challenging my brain.
Yeah, this past two weeks have been fucken rough… the not being able to get out of bed, having such a shit schedule, the way my diet has been… we truly don’t know what we have until it is not there anymore… I definitely took a few things in my life for granted.
I have since decided to prioritize my recovery again, so Tuesdays and Thursdays I will not be posting, but I will be around after 230pm and until about 6-7pm. Its just with all this shit going on, its best to find some kind of structure (spiritually) and keep it, then make sure that I tend to you gentlemen ?
OMG, I haven’t felt this good in weeks. I am so happy to be able to write this. I really thought the medication was going to take weeks to start working. I am back at the gym and hiking. Next is improvements to my diet and sleep schedule. But… one thing at a time ?
Thank you all for reading and being patient while I get this all sorted out,
Kisses and licks,
JJ
